All About Ashley

March 17, 2011

We lost a beautiful woman today--inside and out. A huge part of our family is gone. I just keep thinking how holidays will be empty.
I also am dwelling on the fact that my child was never given the chance to know her.
All my memories I have with her....and my child will have none...

NaNa, I know you were hurting & tired of it all. I know it is selfish to wish you could have stayed on longer. I just wish I had the chance to tell you how sorry I am for not being a better granddaughter in recent times. Letting my life & putting things before coming to see you. Saturday, we said we'd fix that. Thursday. You're gone. I so wish I could change time, but most of all, I wish you hadn't had to go through all this at all.

I miss you. We all miss you & will think of you always.

Ashley